I give up

Knock! knock!

Hello, it’s me.

I just came to let you know I’m a coward, I cannot keep on fighting it,

The tiredness I mean.

This strong girl that people see everywhere,

Ain’t nothing than a weakling.

My facade is crumbling and so is my wall.

I try so hard to appear unaffected and unfeeling by the things people do or say.

I can feel it,

It’s getting stronger,

I’m getting softer,

I cannot hold it in,

I have to let it go.

My facade is crumbling and so is my wall.

Now people will see that I’m just fragile

And all their words pierce my heart.

My heart is filled with so many holes yet nothing to mend it back.

I’m going softer,

I’m becoming gentle,

My voice wavering and fading to silence,

My heart heavy,

My lips going numb,

My eyes filled with tears,

My mind confused.

Nothing understands me no more.

Knock! Knock!

Hello, it’s me.

I just want you to know,

I am a coward and I give up.

I shouldn’t have bothered, ever!